I think I'm done. I don't want to help anybody anymore. I don't want to know their problems, I don't care. Whatever, just fuck off, seriously. It's so annoying, man. I help people, but then nothing is happening for me. I thought some good shit was supposed to happen. Y'know, what goes around comes around and all that. NOT TRUE. Don't believe it for one second. The shit just goes around without any sort of return whatsoever. I mean, I don't care about gratitude, I don't care if you thank me or not, because that's the point of helping people, y'know, you're not supposed to expect thanks.
Maybe I'm not supposed to expect reward either.
Ugghh, what the HELL man. So fucking annoying. I wanna like shoot somebody. Or y'know how the Taliban sever the heads of their hostages with blunt knives. I wanna do THAT shit to somebody. Just fucking hack the shit out of their throat, until it's completely cut, and then chip through the bone until it splinters and breaks, and the head is severed.
That was gruesome, but what the fuck ever.
Honestly, I'm just pissed off. And I'm pissed off for the wrong reason too, because I just hurt somebody. I'm just mad because this person doesn't see, and doesn't understand, and it's so frustrating, because nobody else is willing to work with them, except for a few compassionate people. And I'm at that breaking point already, too. Like I don't wanna sympathize with them if they're not gonna change. They're just gonna keep acting like a brat, and I can't deal with that. I can't sympathize with a brat. And I was the one who called all that potential, and told everybody to WATCH fucking intently to this person and see, because they were gonna bloom into something beautiful and amazing. I was the one who told everyone to fuck off when they doubted this potential. And then what happened? Nothing changed. That was supposed to be the gateway for that person to step into a new light and show everyone that I was RIGHT. But it didn't happen. Maybe I was wrong defending them. Maybe they'll never change.
Helping people is pointless. Fuck this shit.
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Being a "Man of God" does't mean helping people because its the right thing and God will instantly give you a gift, God works in mysterious ways..... God will give you the rewards when you need it the most and never lose faith in ppl because God will help open their eyes when they need it the most
-Robin
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