So it all boils down to this...

Two-thousand and nine.

I guess it's time to change up my own being. It won't be easy, but it is required. I finally want to step up. In more ways than one, and there's one thing that I want to do more than anything. But I gotta set it up first, and I'm gonna need to be able to drive legally beforehand. That's an easy step, I can get my license within the next month or so. And then my plans will come into effect!

Whether I'm successful or not doesn't matter either, because it will have been my last stand in an on going battle with myself. And it's also a step towards completing my New Year's resolutions, which are very vague, and difficult to accomplish, but I'm sure I can finish them. This is gonna be my year, dudes. This is my time to SHINE! Hahaha. Well, maybe. If I can do everything that I've set up for myself.

Then of course, there are the usual, obvious things that need to get done. Like school and physical health and so on and so forth. Those are my primaries, I guess you could say. More like an unsaid oath to complete all of these without writing it down or stating them officially. That's just me, though.

Anyways, here is what I wrote down at the first cluster meeting of the year (which was awesome, by the way), my resolutions were, "To inspire those in need of inspiring, to show compassion to those in need of comfort, and to be a brother and a man following in the light of God."

It might seem like BS, but I assure you, I'm gonna try my best. Pretty much, my resolution is to dedicate myself to helping those in need, and to make myself a better person by strengthening my bond with God. So don't cry, or be sad around me, because you better be CERTAIN, Bam Bam is gonna give you a hug and tell you how wonderful you are and show you that whatever you're distraught about, it doesn't matter, because you can pull through and because God loves you, and nothing in this world, no matter what it is, can overcome God and His will, and nothing in this world can overcome the love that He has sent in the form of your brothers and sisters in Christ.

This is my trial. This is my calling. This is why I am here.

I am ready.

-Bam Bam