I already did one today, but whatever.

Somebody once told me: "Who says you can't write two blogs in one day?" so I guess, I'll do just that.

I feel a bit crappy right now. Oh well. Whatever. I try to be a bit more optimistic, but sometimes it just doesn't work, y'know? Anyways, I've been thinking alot about one thing lately. Like, all the freakin time, it's the same thing. I mean, I think about alot of stuff but just that one thing keeps coming back over and over and I'm starting to wonder if I'm supposed to do anything about it. Like, maybe God won't let me stop thinking about it because He has something planned for me. And like, just to give you the jist of what I'm talking about, I've been thinking about this same thing for like 9 months now. That's 3/4 of a year. That's how stuck on this stuff I've been. I don't even know what the heck I'm doing anymore. I really really want to do something about it, SO badly. But I can't do anything. Nothing I say or do will work. I mean, eventually, I'll have to stop thinking about it, but that's not looking to be for a very long time.

So I guess another New Year's resolution is to either do something, or get over it. Yeah. If you know me well, then you probably already know what it is. If you do, then man, I need some help.