Man, a line like that makes so much sense, but when I thought about it, Fall Out Boy's target audience was teenagers. If I told a thirty year old that line, from that song, they wouldn't appreciate it like I do. You know, because I care about stupid puppy-love relationships like that. I dunno, for the longest time, I've been unsure as to whether I care that I'm a fat single guy or not, and I've so far come to a point where I wanna shoot myself.
Damn you, fat. Damn you. If only it was gone. If only. And y'know, I don't understand it, even Robot.M said just today, "Man, you're freakin active, how come you're still fat?" And I really don't know. I don't sit on my ass all day, and I don't even eat super insanely. So why does my weight stay the same every week? I think I have to work harder, or something. So, here's my promise to myself, and to everyone I know and love... I wanna lose weight to the point of it being physically noticeable, by the end of Spring semester. I'm taking weight training this semester, so that should help out. I'll take it again next semester too.
Ahh, I seriously think that's all that's hindering me from a girlfriend. And don't tell me I have low self-esteem, you know it's true, because it's damn straight not my personality... Or it could be that too, but then that makes it two things that are undesirable about me. Agh, alright, I'll pray about it too, this is how serious I am. I'm freakin willing to call on GOD to empower me. I just want to at least be NOT over 200 pounds anymore. Jeeze. Ok, that's my goal. And whoever I know that reads this, please please please encourage me. If you see me eating bad, tell me not to. Aaaaand... This is gonna be hard, but I am going to give up fast food until I am less than 200 pounds. And I ask all of my friends/brothers and sisters in Christ... REGULATE ME. Do it. I give permission.
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Bam, I found your page through Robot.M's inciteful blogspot. I'm glad that I happen to stubble upon it. First and foremost, you are amazing. Don't let yourself think otherwise! Seriously, you don't Need a gf to know that. It's wayyy to easy to lead to that conclusion; but, seriously ---don't let your mind go there buddy! I will be sure to take part in your praying brigade. I will do my best to REGULATE you. XD Your bud in G-d, John. postscript. I'm glad you are a part of the blog movement. We should rally together to convince everyone of it's greatness. POstPostscript. Sugar, We're goin' Down by FOB is ridiculously my first favorite of all time. Good choice.
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