I honestly think something is missing in my life right now. I have no idea what it is, though. I mean, I'm not sad or anything, it's just that there's something that's not there. YFC is all good, life in general is all good, but I can't help but wonder what the heck that biting, itching, annoying little missing piece is.
I really can't put my finger on it. I mean, it's not that big of a deal, it's just that every night when I get home from being happy with all the people that I love, and am the most comfortable with, I feel like I should be doing something. I think this blog is totally supplementing for that feeling, but it's still not enough to fill in the gap.
It might just be me, though, maybe I have too much fun when I'm out, and I wanna do it some more.
Also, I've been really craving romantic animes lately. I don't know why, I think it has something to do with the whole "incomplete" feeling. I think it's because at one point, I watched dramatic romance animes all the freakin time, and I got this fuzzy feeling in my gut. I mean, I don't wanna sound gay, but man, romance is perhaps the most beautiful genre that was ever created in like... Life.
I don't mean like stupid, predictable, cliche romance (e.g. Twilight), but like... Ah! My Goddess, or Love Hina. Y'know, romance that makes you want to squeal with glee like an eleven year old school girl talking about Orlando Bloom, or whoever the eleven year old school girls are squealing about these days. Is it Zac Efron? I dunno, but whatever. Point is, I gather SO MUCH inspiration from stories like that.
Those kinds of stories make me want to know more about each and every character. I wanna know the backstory, what happens after the series is over, etc... And they give me this feeling where I'm like, "Wow, is that even possible?" Until it eventually gets to the point where I'm like, "I want that to be reality." And it wouldn't even matter if it happened to me, personally, as long as I was able to witness something so amazing.
Usually in these animes, the person finds their soul mate, and it happens so coincidentally, and most of the time, accidentally. And it's crazy because the chances are so slim, but by some divine magnetic force, they are able to find one another, and if occurrences like that actually happened in reality, it would be so amazingly beautiful. It would epitomize the definition of beauty. As if God lead them to each other.
I think I found what's missing after all.
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