So the earlier post was just the story... None of how I feel, which is my usual game, so this part is what that's gonna be. I'm gonna say a few things beforehand, though. I've held off from cursing alot lately, and it's built up to the point of leaking above the threshold. So, sorry if I do it a little bit right now. Truly sorry.
Anyways... So, my thoughts right now are jumbled. I'm angry in general, it's like my old self has returned for a few hours. I feel like flipping off somebody who can cause me physical harm because I don't care what happens to me as long as I'm able to piss somebody off as much as I'm pissed off right now. I know, it contradicts my whole usual pious nature, but there's always that line that can be crossed, and tonight, the line has been run over. I really think I suffer from implosive anger, because it only comes out in bursts built up over months and months of charging. It's like I want to punch a random person in the face, but then right after I'll be sorry and help the dude back up. I think I should just go to sleep. Yeah. But I have to do the dishes first. Fuck me sideways.
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