Now, I don't usually dwell on past matters for longer than a month or two. Once it's over, I go on my way. I don't hold grudges, or keep lingering over it, I just... Go. However, there's this THING that's been eating me up for like six months now. That's half a year of my LIFE. And I don't think I'm gonna forget about it anytime soon. Like, this thing is here to stay, for a solid few years, and the only way I can escape it is by moving away, and I damn sure am not moving another time. I want to finally be freakin' SETTLED, man. Since I was 11, I haven't lived in one place for more than two years, and now that I'm approaching my 18th birthday in about two months, I would really, REALLY like to spend my 19th and 20th and 21st birthdays where I am right now. Here, I've found genuine friends. Everywhere else was like... Just a pit stop on the way to my current place, and I truly feel at home. I don't wanna go to a far away college, or get some job in another city... No, I want my future to be HERE, in this town, because all the years leading up to my 11th birthday, this is where I lived.
Maybe someday, I'll want to go check out the world. Take a year off and travel, explore, experience the world God has created for us. For now, though, I've done enough of that. I've been overseas, I've been all over the United States, from California to Washington D.C. I've been all over the Philippines from Manila to Boracay, and I've been to freakin' Tokyo, Japan. And none of the traveling beats settlement, here in my town. In Elk Grove. I dunno, I might move to Sac if I get my own place in a few years, but for now, Elk Grove, CA is my home.
Anyways... I went off on a tangent on that one. The whole traveling thing wasn't my concern. It's not what I've been thinking of. Haha, did I fool you? Sorry, my fault, I just had to get that outta my system... Anyways, what I've been thinking about is a secret. I don't wanna give myself away in here, though I've conveyed my thoughts upon some of my most trusted brothers. I've been thinking about it for awhile. I feel like the main character in the book that I'm currently reading (Brisingr by Christopher Paolini, Eragon series = win) in that his cause is hopeless. So basically, Eragon, from the very first book, was the biggest noob in the world. He kept getting owned left and right, so of course, that gave him a sort of inferiority complex. Wasn't until late in the 2nd book that Eragon gained supah powers, and even then he got owned by the one person he needed to beat. What a loser, right? Right. Well.....
Hm..
If I describe his other dilemma, people will know automatically what I'm talking about, and that's not the point of a secret, yeah? I dunno, I guess I'm embarrassed about it. Dunno if I should be blogging about this anymore, haha. Well, read Eragon, and you'll see what I'm talking about. He has this thing with Arya. Oh man, Eragon gets owned. FIRST she scrapes him in battle, because y'know, elves are far more superior to humans. But even AFTER he gets his super powers, he gets owned. Not in battle, but in a different way. Oh man, I just noticed how many times Eragon gets put in his place in this series, it's like... The whole world is depending on him, but he's the weakest guy ever, hahahaha. Well, yeah, you'll get it if you read the book. You might even call me a fool and slap me. Haha. Yeah.
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