Ahh, so here it is.

I'm afraid I've returned, again, to a more dreary subject in these blog posts. It's just that, I can't hold it in. Have to say something somewhere, and by putting it here, I'm pretty much telling everyone. This thing... We'll call it a monster, has been eating me up for the past few weeks or so. And it's stupid of me to keep letting it destroy me, because I've got no hope of beating it. So the only option is to flee.

I have to run away from it, because I won't get anywhere with it. I won't advance my state, I won't become better at anything. I might be happy, that's only a 50/50 chance, even AFTER the 0 percent chance of actually succeeding. And so, here, I'll declare it. Something that may be a little harsh, but also necessary, and it could do great things for me.

I don't wanna see you anymore.

Simple, plain. And you won't really notice anyways. I'm not even close to you. And with that, I've taken the option to flee. To ignore the monster. Let it remain itself, and I'll just hide from it. Retract. This is the only way I can save myself from complete annihilation. This way, I can focus on myself. So now, whenever I'm near you, I'll just look away.. Pretend you're not there. Yeah.