fucking whee.

I started writing this blog, trying to sound all moody and stupid, drowning in my like for you, but then I deleted it because I realized I sounded lame. And I will never be lame, because I'm awesome.

I just had a thought though, and I realized how much I do like you, and shortly after, realized that I like you so much more as a friend. I don't understand this feeling though. I just have this great want to be nice to you and all that shit, and do stuff and be there for you and whatnot, but honestly, you don't need to be my girlfriend for me to do that. Maybe I really like you alot more as a friend, or something. Honestly, I don't really wanna be romantic, I just wanna be nice. I want you to regard me as somebody cool and awesome that you can rely on sometimes. Or maybe I'm just feeling depressed right now, because I've got Secondhand Serenade playing in the background on a playlist from pandora.com entitled "emocoustic".

Yeah, maybe my zeal for liking you will come back after this phase. We'll have to see. Other than that, though, I came up with another good concept for a story, so I'm gonna have to go put all my ideas somewhere. Yup.